Sunday, January 28, 2007
3:07 AM
AssalamualaikumNot into any mood to write on something serious.
But, shall I just write in something short to express what is in this heart?
Hmm.. Honesty.
How do we ever know how honest someone is towards us? There is this malay proverb : " rambut sama hitam, hati lain lain".
Allah create humans with heart. This heart, is a major part of human. For, nearly every single doing comes back to niyyah which the place as all know, is the heart - which only HE knows the truth of it. While us human, we may tend to judge someone before we even know his or her heart. Or, even if we have been friends for so long, we may tend to misjudge his or her intentions.
Hmm. Now, honesty has a close relation to... TRUST. one major factor in any relation - family, friends, zaujiyyah etc. So, for years and till now, I've been wondering, how do i trust someone? i dun mean, a hundred percent trust, but, just at least put in some trust to someone. How is that possible when ppl have intentions we may not know...
For... Only Allah has the right to have our full trust. But, for humans?? How do we actually know if he or she is sincere? What is his or her intention for befriending us, for acting this way towards us? because of misjudgements, because there is lack of sincerity, because there is no trust, people start to quarrel and ukhuwwah tend to break apart.
Hmm. questions questions.
Aite, thats all.
Meeting this wednesday, which means i cant visit alexandria until after wed. Oh yah, it has been a long time since we contact our teachers huh guys... and it has been some time too since i last contact mak aid,cik kamsiah. aiyaiyai.. mngkin lps da mule talaqqi kot? hehe.
oho.. y must someone look for you when you've already made a decision not to look behind? y... contact me wif that intention? ujian minallah? izan, ufawwidu amri ilaihi ! If i've already made e decision, then i've got to believe in that decision plus tawakkal... Allah berfirman : "fa iza 'azimta fil amri, fatawakkal 'alallah " . n no matter wat tat some1 say to get me look bhind, i've got to hold on !
k! gotta make a move! a fren is sick and wlupun malas nk klua umah, tp... mcm mana hang blh tkde ubat ni? ku da jd mcm pharmacist hehe.
before i end, thats the xcited khairunnisaa. maklumla, pertama kali mnjejakkan kaki ke mcm subway train di cairo. hehe. slalunye, tgk di movie, ni dpt rasakan :D k la, kental la khai~ :p
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