Friday, April 28, 2006
4:38 AM
Firstly...
Wishing you happiness and succes throughout your life and in the hereafter... So sorry coz I cant celebrate it with you... Hoping that you understand that I'm going thru some hardships here. :)
Oh wait, hardships? :)
Hmm.. Yeah, dear friends, please pray for me and my family. So, I'm having some big problems and I hope my friends shall understand me when I cant go out with you guys at times for now. I have to think more than twice before I step out of my house. I only have The Almighty as my help and protection. Inside me, I aint happy nor do i find regular peace. But I'm trying to feel ease with all the problems I'm facing. Thanks to my friends who though not much but had been caring towards me. And not forgetting that someone who somehow when I was in grief due to these problems, did not fail to make me smile and laugh. Thanks a lot. :)
Oh yesh, that monday, the class with ustaz ismail. hee. As usual, I like his class. As for that day, he gave us lots of advice. Part of it which I was most attracted to when he talked bout "girls". His piece of advice touched on our pride, we should "jual mahal" :). He said, kalau artist nye duit hantaran boleh tinggi2, abeh tu perempuan yg solehah supposedly lbh tggi, sbb die tahu bace quran, tahu ilmu agama n so on. ade ke die suggest 30ribu? hehe. tp ustaz memain je. In addition, he told us to be careful in choosing husband. Something like that. And more importantly, he said, perempuan mcm bunge rose, cantik, tp bile sdh diramas, sdh tdk boleh dicantikkan atau dielokkan lg. :) Nice.
Finally, I admit and acknowledge that Allah knows the best, and HE had everything written in our faith. Thus, for now, I will just pray for the best, also continue and cherish with whatever that I have now. *winks* I cherish the moments we have now. With my family, my friends and.. and you ofcourse.
... You wont find and know the best for you till you've encouter the terrible ones...
sun set or sun rise; up to you
