Friday, April 08, 2005
7:59 PM
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Wow... Hari2 yang lepas ni sungguh la hectic n
exhausting .
Semalam??Aduhai...... The situation was tensed, I MYSELF was soo tensed. I hate it - bile keadaan sekeliling n diri ni sndiri dlm keadaan camtu. I tried to control my emotions, tried to hide i ,but somehow, ppl get to know... yikes.... Yeah, was stressed up yesterday... Really was... Alhamdulillah, finally, hati dorg terbuka utk co-operate wif us... I was grateful... Things were more systematic by then...
Today??penat sey.... we did the lauhah for naadi's board.. hee... the family tree is the best! Mine n afad's leaves are in yellow which represents... Hee... "old" leaves which are about to fall..
It's not that kitorg tknk pikul tanggungjwb, tp, hmm... Tanggungjwb yg kitorg pegang ni sungguh mencaba... Bknnye nk mengeluh, tp... While in preu 2 mwti, with sooo many subjects (more than 20) for us to focus, with 2 major exams getting nearer n nearer... Furthermore, kitorg dua kene stat naadil lugha frum scratch... it's not an easy task. In addition, with not much support. And... Another factor to be considered... Afad n me... Kitorg tk pena ade xperience as a leader yg handle bende bsr camni... At least, kwn yg lain, like khairani, fadhli, mangkuk, dorg ade xperience... Hmm... But it's ok... Just that, sumtyms, stress nye tu menggunung.... I just need support n help from my friends n those who should be giving those to us... ( to partner, in case, by any chance, u are readin this, thanks for being there and I'm sorry psl semlm... coz kte ni mepek..)
Kepada teman2 yg terkene tempiasnye, jugak pada mereka yang bingit wif me, dan yg swaktu dgnnye, I would like to apologise ( in case u're reading this). I really hope that u guyz can understand the situation esp with us buu 'ul lugha coming up... There are lots of work that need to be done n we hope minggu b.arab akn berjln dgn lancar, berkesan, tnpe byk masalah... Biiznillah... So guys, I'm really sorry... Lbh2 lg yg bingit kt aku... Somtyms, aku pun terbingit kt org... But I won't hold any grudges, insya Allah..
Esk ade MIQ nye qualifying test, n lum prepare lg!! Oh no... Doa2 la kitorg dpt msk... Bkn tknk usehe, tp mase tk mengizinkn!! Wow... Buzy2... Penat2...
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Its a mix of her life, her personal thoughts
and a trial to write and share. =)
The Optimist Wannabe
Khairunnisaa Abd Rahim
Most know her as
Khai, some as
Nisaa
Still pursuing her studies
A lady in the never ending process of
upgrading and improving herself.
She's always looking for new experience.
She loves beach and thrills.
And she hopes she can contribute to the Muslim society
And and, SHE HAS DREAMS AND HOPES =)
Some of her favorite quotes
x. " Yesterday is an experience, today is a gift, tomorrow is the future. "
x. " Pandangan Allah meluas, pandangan manusia terbatas."
x. " Things turn out best for people who make the best of how things turned out to be "
What say you?